YO PEOPLE!

Its been a heck of a long time since i updated this blog.Had been very busy with exams.Well,for the past 2 months plus,alot of things happened.There's happy,sad,excited,anger moments.I finally found the girl i was looking for.And apparently the girl i was looking for was with me all the time.The girl was with me before,then we broke up after three months.So,i gathered all my courage to ask her for us to be back together this year.But she refused.So i was like okay fine.I

couldn't force her.So we stayed friends.But i was still trying to get her heart back.So as things are moving on,1 guy crossed the line.He was also trying to get this girl's heart.I was like so damn bloody furious when i found out that this girl and the guy was TTM(teman tapi mesra).So everytime when we go out together with our other friends,he would try to be as close to her.My blood was boiling in anger man.Then yesterday we went to our Adillah's open house.Reached her place,we took our food.The girls were sitting inside.Me and my boys sat at the staircase outside the front door,except him.He sat inside the house.Then there's an empty seat beside her.I wanted to get up and seat beside her.When i was getting up,suddenly out of nowhere,he came and seat beside her.My blood was at the top of my head when i saw what happened.So i went down to take a walk to calm myself.After few minutes i returned,then i saw they were sitting at the staircase together.Without saying a word,i went up and ignored them.The same thing happened until we returned home.Reached home i took a nice warm bath and went to sleep.but i couldn't sleep.I just kept thinking about her.But i know that this is life.So i'll just gonna try my best to get what i want,because thats what ruggers do.

No matter what happens,i will still love her